urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn Kris Kris 2004-08-24T14:52:47Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:46078 2004-08-24T14:52:47Z 2004-08-24T14:52:47Z from now on, i will be writing in my new journal.<br /><br />peach_pleasure<br /><br />-Amber urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:45629 2004-08-22T05:27:32Z 2004-08-22T05:27:32Z farewell daniel.<br /><br />have a safe trip home and do good in school.<br /><br />p.s.<br />don't forget that kakashi avatar! ^_^ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:45494 2004-08-16T19:48:58Z 2004-08-16T19:48:58Z my cousin brought something to my attention with one of her posts. she wrote about my grandfather. it's been eight years since he died. and that got me thinking...he's in heaven right now and he's undoubtedly been watching over me. but sadly, that doesn't make me feel all that great. i'm sorta ashamed...i must be a big disappointment.<br /><br />and that brings me to my new goal, well it's a long term goal. err a life long one actually. but, i want to start to live life better. to appreciate it more. to take advantage of it. i've just been sorta drifting these past few years, doing just enough to get by. but that's not what i want! i want life to be an adventure. i want to possess zillions of great memories by the time i am old and gray!<br /><br />and i shall start this new approach to life with this semester of school first. i've been way too lax with my education lately, and it's time to get back on track! straight a's, here i come! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:45225 2004-08-09T08:57:10Z 2004-08-09T08:57:10Z all i've wanted this month was to be able to hang out again... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:44854 2004-08-09T06:12:31Z 2004-08-09T06:12:31Z lonely. =[ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:44654 2004-08-09T04:58:35Z 2004-08-09T04:58:35Z today was a day filled with ups and downs.<br /><br />firstly, daniel and i had some serious discussions. end result=a strictly friends relationship. i'm not quite sure how he feels about it. he seemed to understand my opinion that it just didn't seem like it could work out. but those of you who know daniel, know that he isn't very expressive out loud. he doesn't scream and yell and stuff like that. not like me, i'm a very open, passionate person.<br /><br />after the serious business was taken care of, he dropped eric and i off at my mom's place. friday, was her b-day but we decided to all get together today for a bbq. it was lots of fun, and there was much laughter. and the food was mmm mmm good!<br /><br />my mom also showed us some cool trinkets she inherited from her aunt that recently passed away. it was neat to look at the rings and necklaces and other stuff cause it's all from like the 40's and 50's. my mom plans to gift us some of the items for special occassions. the thing that caught my eye was an amethyst necklace.<br /><br />all in all, today was a pretty nice day. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:44415 2004-08-08T06:36:52Z 2004-08-08T06:36:52Z new background!<br /><br />hopefully y'all can see it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:44223 2004-08-08T05:38:16Z 2004-08-08T05:38:16Z ugh. worked for eleven hours today at the fairgrounds.<br /><br />the highlight of my day was getting my face painted. it looks wicked cool. =] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:43861 2004-08-07T04:37:58Z 2004-08-07T04:37:58Z oh shit, i'm having one of those attacks again. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:43744 2004-08-03T02:39:41Z 2004-08-03T02:39:41Z i really hate dealing with the people in my life sometimes.<br /><br />dealing with their lies and neglect.<br /><br />daniel's the liar, and troy is the neglector.<br /><br />daniel said he was coming down here for me, when he is actually here just to escape florida i think. and i'm so worthless to troy that he can easily toss me aside for a month.<br /><br />hurray, this month sounds like a promising one, doesn't it!? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:43464 2004-08-01T18:34:45Z 2004-08-01T18:34:45Z tihs visit is just like the last one. worse maybe. and we all know how much the other visit "helped" anyone.<br /><br />perhaps it's just time to throw in the towel. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:43040 2004-07-31T06:14:59Z 2004-07-31T06:14:59Z <img src="http://edj.net/vgallery/turmoil.jpg" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:42793 2004-07-28T05:23:41Z 2004-07-28T05:23:41Z i'm kinda aggravated tonight. there isn't really a source motivating my annoyance either.<br /><br />maybe it's the fact that some people don't seem to care if we are ever going to hang out again or that time is limited. and then other people are attention whores. always thriving on the notice of others, living by what others have to say. their life become a survey. sad really.<br /><br />or maybe i just woke up on the wrong side of the bed...yea, that must be it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:42739 2004-07-25T08:49:07Z 2004-07-25T08:49:07Z happpy birthday troy! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:42398 2004-07-25T02:31:35Z 2004-07-25T02:31:35Z i'm going straight to hell. i'm a horrible person.<br /><br />i'm...DARK AMBER. =[ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:42215 2004-07-24T05:07:03Z 2004-07-24T05:07:03Z pigged out on japanese tonight as i watched mona lisa smile. good movie, good food. it was nice. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:41865 2004-07-23T13:26:19Z 2004-07-23T13:26:19Z boo, i'm the only one up at this god forsaken hour. and it's not just that i woke up, i've been up. all night and morning!<br /><br />i better sleep in till like two today! &gt;. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:41690 2004-07-22T11:03:20Z 2004-07-22T11:03:20Z my tummy hurts. i really should cut back on all the drinks i get during the day. this drinking tons of liquids is going to end up killing me. =/ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:41417 2004-07-21T17:20:48Z 2004-07-21T17:20:48Z It’s been one week since you looked at me<br />Cocked your head to the side and said I’m angry.<br />Five days since you laughed at me<br />Saying get that together come back and see me.<br />Three days since the living room<br />I realized it’s all my fault, but couldn’t tell you<br />Yesterday you’d forgiven me<br />But it’ll still be two days till I say I’m sorry<br /><br />Hold it now and watch the hoodwink<br />As I make you stop, think<br />You’ll think you’re looking at aquaman<br />I summon fish to the dish, although I like the chalet swiss<br />I like the sushi ’cause it’s never touched a frying pan<br />Hot like wasabe when I bust rhymes<br />Big like leann rimes<br />Because I’m all about value<br />Bert kaempfert’s got the mad hits<br />You try to match wits<br />You try to hold me but I bust through<br />Gonna make a break and take a fake<br />I’d like a stinkin achin shake<br />I like vanilla, it’s the finest of the flavours<br />Gotta see the show, cause then you’ll know<br />The vertigo is gonna grow<br />Cause it’s so dangerous, you’ll have to sign a waiver<br /><br />How can I help it if I think you’re funny when you’re mad<br />Trying hard not to smile though I feel bad<br />I’m the kind of guy who laughs at a funeral<br />Can’t understand what I mean? <br />Well, you soon will<br />I have a tendency to wear my mind on my sleeve<br />I have a history of taking off my shirt<br /><br />It’s been one week since you looked at me<br />Threw your arms in the air and said you’re crazy<br />Five days since you tackled me<br />I’ve still got the rug burns on both my knees<br />It’s been three days since the afternoon<br />You realized it’s not my fault not a moment too soon<br />Yesterday you’d forgiven me<br />And now I sit back and wait till you say you’re sorry<br /><br />Chickity china the chinese chicken<br />You have a drumstick and your brain stops tickin’<br />Watchin x-files with no lights on, we’re dans la maison<br />I hope the smoking man’s in this one<br />Like harrison ford I’m getting frantic<br />Like sting I’m tantric<br />Like snickers, guaranteed to satisfy<br />Like kurasawa I make mad films<br />Okay I don’t make films<br />But if I did they’d have a samurai<br />Gonna get a set of better clubs<br />Gonna find the kind with tiny nubs just so my<br />Irons aren’t always flying off the back-swing<br />Gotta get in tune with sailor moon<br />Cause that cartoon has got the boom anime babes<br />That make me think the wrong thing<br /><br />How can I help it if I think you’re funny when you’re mad<br />Trying hard not to smile though I feel bad<br />I’m the kind of guy who laughs at a funeral<br />Can’t understand what I mean? you soon will<br />I have a tendency to wear my mind on my sleeve<br />I have a history of losing my shirt<br /><br />It’s been one week since you looked at me<br />Dropped your arms to your sides and said I’m sorry<br />Five days since I laughed at you<br />And said you just did just what I thought you were gonna do<br />Three days since the living room<br />We realized we’re both to blame, but what could we do? <br />Yesterday you just smiled at me<br />Cause it’ll still be two days till we say we’re sorry<br />It’ll still be two days till we say we’re sorry<br />It’ll still be two days till we say we’re sorry<br />Birchmount stadium, home of the robbie. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:41079 2004-07-21T09:09:55Z 2004-07-21T09:09:55Z i'm not going to be walked all over anymore. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:40897 2004-07-21T05:52:06Z 2004-07-21T05:52:06Z falling asleep in contacts=excrutiating pain =/ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:40690 2004-07-21T04:17:03Z 2004-07-21T04:17:03Z i want the kare kano box set:<br /><br /><a href="http://www.bestbuy.com/site/olspage.jsp?j=1&id=292047&skuId=4844057&type=product">http://www.bestbuy.com/site/olspage.jsp?j=1&id=292047&skuId=4844057&type=product</a><br /><br />anyone who gets it for me will become the new love of my life.<br /><br />GUARANTEED!<br /><br />(though why anyone would want that is beyond me...)<br /><br />[shrug] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:40342 2004-07-20T04:30:27Z 2004-07-20T04:34:38Z <h1>CHINCILLA!!!!</h1><br />----------<br />new kick ass background created by daniel. praise the awesomeness! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:40072 2004-07-18T09:35:16Z 2004-07-18T09:35:16Z <i>back to the good old times...</i> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:shrouded_n_cyn:39719 2004-07-17T03:17:43Z 2004-07-17T03:20:10Z <div align="center"><form name="quizform" target="_new" action="http://www.kwiz.biz/showquiz.php?quizid=34" method="post"><br /><table border="1" bordercolor="#000000" bgcolor="#90BED5" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2"> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center" bgcolor="083360"><a href="http://www.kwiz.biz/showquiz.php?quizid=34" target="_new" style="text-decoration: none;"><font style="color : #ffffff; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;" color="#ffffff"><b>Which Random Image are you?</b></a></font></td></tr> <tr><td><font style="color : #000000; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Name: </td><td bgcolor="#D8F3F3"><input type="text" name="in0" size="32" maxlength="64" value="shrouded_n_cyn"></td></tr><tr><td><font style="color : #000000; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Age: </td><td bgcolor="#D8F3F3"><input type="text" name="in1" size="32" maxlength="64" value="17"></td></tr><tr><td><font style="color : #000000; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Favorite Color </td><td bgcolor="#D8F3F3"><input type="text" name="in2" size="32" maxlength="64" value="silver"></td></tr><tr><td><font style="color : #000000; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>You are:</b> </td><td bgcolor="#D8F3F3"><img src="http://img24.photobucket.com/albums/v72/rob_k/Quiz%20Pix/kitty.jpg"></td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" align="center" bgcolor="#083360"><input type="submit" name="submit" value="Try Your Answers!"></td></tr> <tr><td colspan="2" align="center"><font size="-1" style="color : #000000; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>This <a href="http://www.kwiz.biz/" style="color : #000000;"><font style="color : #000000;" color="black">cool quiz</font></a> by <a href="http://www.kwiz.biz/userprofile.php?userid=28"><font style="color : #000000;" color="#000000">Reaper</font></a> - Taken 126336 Times.<img src="http://images.kwiz.biz/kwizcount.gif" width="1" height="1" border="0"><br /></font>&lt;/a&gt;</b></font></td></tr></table><font style="font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 9pt;">New! 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